should have just bought the dress. gah ):
staying back everyday with various people, Amillin being the constant! <3
Things are getting better, I'm getting better- and that can only be a good thing. I have very wise friends who tell me very wise (&comforting, &encouraging) things, so I refuse to "enable" myself, because everything is a "conscious decision" (haha, the effect of repetition, the influence of Lit).
Can't believe I only have 3 more official school days left- for the rest of my life. I don't think the full impact of this will set in until next year, where I'll probably be anxious but apprehensive. Oh well, got to get through these two months first, then Japan beckons!
Then work, maybe Muay Thai (How Nad, how?), general slacking, pestering my poly friends who will be extra busy with attachments and stuff but I'll be so free that I can meet them anytime they're free anyway!
:D
(note how the A Levels are scarcely mentioned- it's my mode of survival: silent denial but nagging feeling coming from wherever panick resides.)
Ikea tomorrow evening to get lights for my new room. Will search for other nice, nifty little things too(: must mug prior to that, negate! ("We live in hope.")
LOVE,
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