Beyonce.
brillo! so sad though. videos really, really good. gotta love Beyonce(:
will put it in my iPod soon, Lillin!
LOVE,
12:15 AM
Monday, October 27, 2008
12:15 AM
A Zach-Inspired Post
(the only photo with the three of us is damn unglam, so I put this instead.)
Studied out with them for the past two days, today being much more productive despite meeting 2 hours late (Zach was 4 hours late, &he was ironically the first to wake up). Miss hanging out with them, even though most of the time they're teasing me. But the tables turned today- Nic's turn to be tricked in his own home! Helped to relieve stress in between drowning in math. Then going on the swings before dinner, where Nic completely owned (in swinging&in being ultra blur). Laughed really hard over both days, which felt good (:
I really am blessed with so many great friends.
reach for the stars,
so if you fall you land on a cloud
there's nowhere you can be,
that isn't where you're ought to be.
(the only photo with the three of us is damn unglam, so I put this instead.)
Studied out with them for the past two days, today being much more productive despite meeting 2 hours late (Zach was 4 hours late, &he was ironically the first to wake up). Miss hanging out with them, even though most of the time they're teasing me. But the tables turned today- Nic's turn to be tricked in his own home! Helped to relieve stress in between drowning in math. Then going on the swings before dinner, where Nic completely owned (in swinging&in being ultra blur). Laughed really hard over both days, which felt good (:
I really am blessed with so many great friends.
reach for the stars,
so if you fall you land on a cloud
there's nowhere you can be,
that isn't where you're ought to be.
LOVE,
11:39 PM
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
nothing but love.
they make me happy.
11:39 PM
nothing but love.
running in the rain back from Macs-
Sonia&I took our shoes off, &abruptly started to run with Neha frantically crying "eh! you didn't answer my question!"
G&Mat just took off, not bothering with the pitstops that Sonia&I had planned out in our route.
Amillin pattered serenely along with the lone umbrella (that no one else wanted to use), laden with the valuables that we couldn't stuff into our pockets.
back in school-
crashed back through the gate that Mat was holding open, laughing&shouting near-hysterically about how liberating (&dirty cos of our bare feet) it was. dried up (somewhat), tried to study- EpicFail.
shared my now-melted ice cream with Neha, who convinced me to salvage it despite it's molten state- &lucky she did, cos it was nice, &fun too (:
spent the rest of the night talking, tearing, laughing, hugging, getting scowled at by Amillil'lin...
they make me happy.
LOVE,
11:24 PM
Sunday, October 19, 2008
To my sec sch buddies-
I'm really sorry that I've been so busy lately, and will be until my A's end. Wait for the 21st of November, then we can go out&all! I really miss you guys, &I can't wait to see everyone again (with my larger than life eyebags in tow, but still)! <3-
0900-1200 math mock
1300-1430 math post-mortem
1430-1600 K's lit lecture
11:24 PM
I'm really sorry that I've been so busy lately, and will be until my A's end. Wait for the 21st of November, then we can go out&all! I really miss you guys, &I can't wait to see everyone again (with my larger than life eyebags in tow, but still)! <3
0900-1200 math mock
1300-1430 math post-mortem
1430-1600 K's lit lecture
&then, of course, there's my study timetable to follow.
I'm torn between wanting all this to end quickly&needing more time to study everything. Right now, I really need lots of endurance&determination, so thank goodness for my study buddies, who are, of course, more than just study buddies. (:
-
earworms-
She's the blade&you're just paper
You're afraid cos she's got closer
You're back-stepping
&she's backstabbing everything in your life
-She's the Blade, Sugarcult
(thank you, Lillin!)
So live your life,
you steady chasing that paper just live your life
ain't got no time for no haters just live your life
no telling where it'll take you just live your life
-Live Your Life, T.I. ft. Rihanna
(haha, the irony.)
LOVE,
10:22 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY LILLIN!
:D everyone's favourite sunshine girl turns 18 today!
Dinner last night was good! Everyone was dressed up, especially the birthday girl, who was positively glowing&radiating&all (: Good food, great company, jumping around like crazy people thanks to Sonia, whose sanity has a curfew of around 8pm.
Gotta fill Lillin's pretty time capsule with more stuff, and hopefully the huge castle's still floating!
It was such a good break from the studying, &now we're back at it again! But we'll be alright, as long as we've all got each other to pull through this month and a half that we have left.
10:22 PM
:D everyone's favourite sunshine girl turns 18 today!
Dinner last night was good! Everyone was dressed up, especially the birthday girl, who was positively glowing&radiating&all (: Good food, great company, jumping around like crazy people thanks to Sonia, whose sanity has a curfew of around 8pm.
Gotta fill Lillin's pretty time capsule with more stuff, and hopefully the huge castle's still floating!
It was such a good break from the studying, &now we're back at it again! But we'll be alright, as long as we've all got each other to pull through this month and a half that we have left.
LOVE,
7:29 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
was gonna type something, but got distracted by the opening shots of "The Janice Dickinson Modelling Agency". like whoa-ohhhh much!
what I was gonna say was that everyone just wants to be happy :D
lillin's thingum tomorrow!
7:29 PM
what I was gonna say was that everyone just wants to be happy :D
lillin's thingum tomorrow!
LOVE,
12:01 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I WISH I had the time/money to shop. But I don't. Gahwtf.
Lillin's birthday thingamajig on Friday! :D
Don't really want to go for the mock exam tomorrow and waste away 3hours of my life when I haven't even studied for it. &yes, still procrastinating, of course.
A bird(I assume it was, I didn't actually see it) shat on my study plan today. I wonder if that's a sign, and if so, I wonder if it's a good sign. If it's not then I'd really rather not know. Have to print another one tomorrow, pfft.
I really should start work, but my newly-blonde friend (who still refuses to cut his hair so is it any wonder that he got mistaken for a _____) keeps doing voice imitations of an exorcist demon&gorillas saying damn pansy things, and batman that sounds more like an old ahpek, or like a very angry, constipated sumo wrestler. HAHAHA!
I'm quite obviously dead for tomorrow's mock paper, but this is so much more entertaining, really.
12:01 AM
Lillin's birthday thingamajig on Friday! :D
Don't really want to go for the mock exam tomorrow and waste away 3hours of my life when I haven't even studied for it. &yes, still procrastinating, of course.
A bird(I assume it was, I didn't actually see it) shat on my study plan today. I wonder if that's a sign, and if so, I wonder if it's a good sign. If it's not then I'd really rather not know. Have to print another one tomorrow, pfft.
I really should start work, but my newly-blonde friend (who still refuses to cut his hair so is it any wonder that he got mistaken for a _____) keeps doing voice imitations of an exorcist demon&gorillas saying damn pansy things, and batman that sounds more like an old ahpek, or like a very angry, constipated sumo wrestler. HAHAHA!
I'm quite obviously dead for tomorrow's mock paper, but this is so much more entertaining, really.
LOVE,
9:56 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
Was talking to Lillin on the way to the bus stop today, and I just felt so happy, and so good, and just so comfortable. I realised that I got so much more out of something that was pretty bad: I've found friends that I can rely on- that I know I can count on- and I love that feeling. Since leaving Punggol, I never thought that I'd ever find friends that I felt as close to as I did to them, and I really wanted to be proven wrong. Now I am! It's similar, but not the same - you know? We can't ever really understand ourselves, much less others, but sometimes it's enough to just be there for each other.
It's so weird that it's only when school had ended and the going's getting really tough that I feel the most complete. But I'm happy, I know what I'm supposed to be doing and I know that there are people who I can trust who will go through this with me.
oh, so full of love, so full of love! <3
9:56 PM
Revelation 01:
I'm really, truly happy again, and it's great to be back! :D
Revelation 02:
Everything really does happen for a reason, and so I always have something to hope for, even if it's not always what I thought it would be. Now I know why I never lose hope(:
Was talking to Lillin on the way to the bus stop today, and I just felt so happy, and so good, and just so comfortable. I realised that I got so much more out of something that was pretty bad: I've found friends that I can rely on- that I know I can count on- and I love that feeling. Since leaving Punggol, I never thought that I'd ever find friends that I felt as close to as I did to them, and I really wanted to be proven wrong. Now I am! It's similar, but not the same - you know? We can't ever really understand ourselves, much less others, but sometimes it's enough to just be there for each other.
It's so weird that it's only when school had ended and the going's getting really tough that I feel the most complete. But I'm happy, I know what I'm supposed to be doing and I know that there are people who I can trust who will go through this with me.
oh, so full of love, so full of love! <3
LOVE,
10:33 PM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
studystudystudy, which only happens when I'm not at home. once I cross the threshold of the house, all ability to mug is lost.
study buddies! all the antics, plus some disturbing, sadistic revelations (all the poor goldfish, may the rest in peace), and iPod swapping. lovelovepeaceya'll.
someone please grant me a toned body please ): the flab is pfftomgwtf.
i am turning slightly incoherent, not a good sign.
oh well.
10:33 PM
study buddies! all the antics, plus some disturbing, sadistic revelations (all the poor goldfish, may the rest in peace), and iPod swapping. lovelovepeaceya'll.
someone please grant me a toned body please ): the flab is pfftomgwtf.
i am turning slightly incoherent, not a good sign.
oh well.
LOVE,
9:59 PM
Friday, October 10, 2008
9:59 PM
all the photos are already up on facebook! may upload some next time- see how.
i'm gonna miss school.
LOVE,
10:09 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008
should have just bought the dress. gah ):
staying back everyday with various people, Amillin being the constant! <3
Things are getting better, I'm getting better- and that can only be a good thing. I have very wise friends who tell me very wise (&comforting, &encouraging) things, so I refuse to "enable" myself, because everything is a "conscious decision" (haha, the effect of repetition, the influence of Lit).
Can't believe I only have 3 more official school days left- for the rest of my life. I don't think the full impact of this will set in until next year, where I'll probably be anxious but apprehensive. Oh well, got to get through these two months first, then Japan beckons!
Then work, maybe Muay Thai (How Nad, how?), general slacking, pestering my poly friends who will be extra busy with attachments and stuff but I'll be so free that I can meet them anytime they're free anyway!
:D
(note how the A Levels are scarcely mentioned- it's my mode of survival: silent denial but nagging feeling coming from wherever panick resides.)
Ikea tomorrow evening to get lights for my new room. Will search for other nice, nifty little things too(: must mug prior to that, negate! ("We live in hope.")
10:09 PM
should have just bought the dress. gah ):
staying back everyday with various people, Amillin being the constant! <3
Things are getting better, I'm getting better- and that can only be a good thing. I have very wise friends who tell me very wise (&comforting, &encouraging) things, so I refuse to "enable" myself, because everything is a "conscious decision" (haha, the effect of repetition, the influence of Lit).
Can't believe I only have 3 more official school days left- for the rest of my life. I don't think the full impact of this will set in until next year, where I'll probably be anxious but apprehensive. Oh well, got to get through these two months first, then Japan beckons!
Then work, maybe Muay Thai (How Nad, how?), general slacking, pestering my poly friends who will be extra busy with attachments and stuff but I'll be so free that I can meet them anytime they're free anyway!
:D
(note how the A Levels are scarcely mentioned- it's my mode of survival: silent denial but nagging feeling coming from wherever panick resides.)
Ikea tomorrow evening to get lights for my new room. Will search for other nice, nifty little things too(: must mug prior to that, negate! ("We live in hope.")
LOVE,
10:13 PM
10:13 PM