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Sunday, April 29, 2007

Niccs; give me that red ribbon; says:
okay go blog la
Niccs; give me that red ribbon; says:
if i emo can blog
Niccs; give me that red ribbon; says:
so can u

see i did.
Nic's not very good at blogging. he spelt the play's name wrongly, and spelt "also" as "alsi". but he got one thing right, &that's that SA ROCKS!
&so do my friends. so friends of Rachel De Silva, you guys rock(:

err yah ok. i need to eat my Digestive Biscuits. they taste good, i don't have any stomach-related problems. &despite what Nic said, i was not going to faint! i just had stomach ache from not eating. i may be skinny but i need to eat! &all the food on stage didn't help. man.


LOVE,

10:26 PM


Hey hey, this is NIC helping rachel blog since i'm ponning sch tmr and i have quite alot of time so i just helping out. I'm quite new at this so erm paiseh.

anw let me spread sum propoganda 1st abt de fact dat TJ sux n nvr ever send your child dere. Unless your baby was born a nerd to begin wif la. JC life is supposed to be the most enjoyable time in your life even tho its only 2 years so i made a huge mistake by gettin out of sa. bt wats done is done.

So i feelin emo ryte now bt i also dunno wat to talk about. Erm how about food.. like i keep on eating. i think i'm gna die 1st in a war. I think the best food in the world would be ice cream. Ok i dun think anyone realli cares about wat i'm typing abt. but this is related to the SA lit play that i went to watch with rach and her frens, borge, bong, jaime, jared and zach. the food love and babies play thing. At 1st i saw miss k den i suddenly got this "oh shit time to turn away n cover fringe" reaction, but turns out she alsi cant do anything to me liao. Then we went for the play sumwhere in bugis and i was damn hungry as everyone in de cast was eatin in front of me.. and this lady pinpointed me out halfway thru the play("look at the guy in the everlast jacket"), sayin i look like a clubber, which is damn true. She got 6th sense sia, den i so malu after dat..

Then saw my twin too. He damn funny keep making me laugh. er then he went off after the play to eat sum ice cream thing which sounded damn nice while i followed rachel n borge n jaime and jared to chomp chomp to eat. but i had to run to macs b4 dat cos i think rach was abt to faint from hunger. then the bus journey it was my turn to almost faint cos borge n his russell peters imitations were freakin gd n realistic.

Okay i dun wna blog le i go eat summore. SAJC ROX ok i noe i sound mad


LOVE,

9:53 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

10 Songs I Want to Have on My Blog
  1. Walk Away- Paula Deanda
  2. Dare to Move- Switchfoot
  3. The River- Good Charlotte
  4. I Don't Love You- My Chemical Romance
  5. Ice Box- Omarion
  6. Glamorous- Fergie
  7. Diary of Jane- Breaking Benjamin
  8. Last Night- P.Diddy ft. Keisha Cole
  9. Shorty Like Mine- Chris Brown
  10. Don't Matter- Akon
but i can't put all ten songs! it would look really weird&sound really noisy! but there are so many nice songs in the world now&the ten in the list are just some of the songs i like! damn.

shall put Ice Box by Omarion due to popular demand(of one person, but whatever). haha! &there's dancing, &a cool beat. (((:
is it me or does Omarion look really short?
_

on a separate note, i have a chinese test tomorrow! what am i doing online?!


LOVE,

3:30 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007

hear ye, hear ye!
today, the 23rd of April, marks Nic's first Emo Day!
(haha! 23!)

to commemorate his special day, he has written a poem.
yes, Nicholas Lau De Liong(hope i spelt that right) actually wrote a poem. &it's a really good one! isn't it extremely funny yet cool?
anyway, here's the poem-

a foreshadowed heart; garish pumped fear,
nothing which blown sand faces and fends;
calenders stripped bare; focused a tear-
a sleep i might say, to this this ends.
-Nicolas

like wow right? so extremely sad. &i made him analyse it for me, so i could properly understand&appreciate it. &there were like so many dual meanings&all! how very artsy.
oh&the Nicolas thing was my idea! i thought his name sounded very poetic if the "h" was removed.
&i have official rights to this poem! i don't know what that entails, except for the fact that the poem belongs to me.

who knew about this side of Nic right? haha! it's so funny cos i feel like the person in the display picture&the person who wrote the poem are like two different people! but it's so cool(for lack of a better word. i know i've said the word "cool" many times already, right?).


well, sleep awaits!


LOVE,

10:59 PM


Walk Away
Paula Deanda


You gonna remember me boo
I'm gonna remember you too
I can't forget all the crazy shit we used to do


I can't explain it neither
I ain't never wanna leave ya
Hell yeah it's hard to walk away when i see ya

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'd come back
And though i tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems i can't

I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
The things we did
The way we shared our fantasies
Just you and me
My friend, my love, my family
How did we loose something that seemed meant to be

So hard to express this feeling
Cos nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you
Like i do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
&even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

&i realise how much i'm bugging.


LOVE,

7:41 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

SENTOSA!

i feel like going to Sentosa.
Sentosa makes me feel free.
I need to get away from the small island of Singapore.
&go to the smaller island of Sentosa.
Looking into the horizons when i'm on the beach in Sentosa gives me hope.
Hope that is not easy to find in Singapore.

&so,
I feel like going to Sentosa.

anyone else?


LOVE,

7:55 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

hello!

took this picture from Vee's blog cos my blog's dying. my laptop died&i'm too lazy to get my new one working, so i'm just using my brother's one for the time being.

this collage(made by Verine) is filled with pictures taken last saturday(i think) at a small gathering! me, Vee, Gus, Nic&Ash were there to celebrate the April Babies Birthdays!
8th April Verine
9th April Joash
10th April ME!
anyway, was really good catching up with them&running in the rain&watching an M18 movie cos we were late for Shooter. i've got a hot Adidas shoe bag!(((: thanks guys!

so many things have been going on of late. last interesting event was yesterday's SAJC Sport's Day. it was different, cos we had inter-class races (10x200m), so each class had to run like 5rounds total? 07A10, there's always next year!(((: at least we had fun.
the telematch was quite boring, &Romanis' J1s weren't exactly very enthusiastic. i lost my voice&when i wanted to laugh, i ended up croaking instead.
oh! the musical chairs with Miss K.&our principal was interesting though! really funny! &our DP was threatening the students with detention if they contested with a teacher for a chair. haha!

&i bought my soccer boots! wanted to buy those Preditor ones at World of Sports in PS cos they were pretty&were going for 69bucks, but they didn't have my size. Nic ended up finding his orange track shoes instead, thanks to me!
headed to Suntec, where the Preditor shoes were going for 99bucks(cheapest ones). so headed to Marina Square&bought an Adidas pair(not Preditor) for 59bucks! (((: 20bucks under budget ok!
went to Thai Express for dinner. food was nice but note that when you ask for less chilli, they still put the same amount of chilli in it. but it tasted good, so whatever.

(((: more updates once i get my laptop up&running again. loves!


replies to tags:
asyraf-
yeah! 4C is forever(: miss you guys like mad. ))): nothing matches up to our class. go organise something! i will go ok. i wish we could all be in the same class in Punggol Poly or something. heh.
asiq-
you tossed fish in the air&spun turtles on their shells. that's not sadistic to you?? &you better not skip another lesson cos since it starts so late, there's no reason for you to skip or go late.
oh&thanks for the b'day wish.
missANICA-
thanks! (: i didn't know you read my blog!
qudsia-
i am only a few months older! haha! &i teared up when i watched the video, then i sat there thinking about all the stupid things we all did&started laughing to myself. &then i felt emo cos we won't ever be able to do stupid things in that school again.
JESSIE-
i just did! i need to set up my new laptop can you help me do it?? &i bought my boots so i will go for training! i will i will!
CHERINE-
anyone who forgets our class should be shot dead. &&i missed your birthday omg i am horrible! happy BELATED seventeenth babe! omg so sorry!
WEIQIAN-
you know YeuKeed? the SAS water polo guy? he's my classmate! &he's funny!
&i miss 4C))):
craM-
Marco makes more sense than Rachellloooo. Rachellloooo sounds like a type of chocolate.

i have decided to be happy!
&i will, i will, i will.



LOVE,

9:34 PM

Monday, April 09, 2007

"sometimes i fall
but i've seen it done before
i've got to step outside these walls."

it wasn't easy to leave the safe haven that was my secondary school. yes, so i came from a neighbourhood school, but i left that school with memories&friends that i would never even have dreamed of having had i not been posted there those few years ago.

just today Asyraf sent me the video that Qudsia&Siewhong made last year for our teachers for Teachers' Day. watching the video made me tear up, because behind each picture lay a special memory, embedded in my heart. i still remember vividly the days leading up to Teachers' Day, &the day itself.

Teachers' Day of 2006
who could forget all the fuss over the class tees? which design to use, where to put what, which material, what colour, how much? but in the end, we got everything settled, &the class tees were done just a day before the actual day! (((:

then there was the class decoration. almost the whole class stayed back&worked together to hang crepe paper from every place possible, even the fans (the guys did that, but the girls, in good taste, took it down from the fan). &when the class tees were finally delivered to us, the boys rushed to the toilet&proudly donned our beautiful class tees. we even had girls&guys versions!

on the actual day, people started coming to class while it was still dark outside. everyone was pumped up even though it was so early in the morning, &we were rushing about trying to get things done&ensure that everything would be perfect for our teachers. they deserve nothing but the best, i swear.

when the teachers finally arrived (we gave them invitations made by Cherine W.), we played the class video. &as each teacher's name&photo appeared on the screen, we gave them their presents. last but by no means least, Mr. Sebastian Lee's picture came up&we gave him his huge present(((: it was hard work to get that Class Board done, but i'd really do anything for this class.

then there was the food, much of it cooked by Asyraf's mum, the cake, talking&playing&goodness knows what else. (((:

it was a blast. the class spirit&unity was what made it possible. the admiration for our teachers&our need to show our appreciation for all their hard work fueled us even more. everyone really had a good time, &i do believe nobody will forget it.
_

who could forget our fishtanks?
who could forget when the fishtank broke?
who could forget Mastura being chased by Asiq with a bucket of slime?
who could forget Asiq slipping&falling while chasing her?
who could forget the X-Boxes during the Teachers' Day of 05'?
who could forget our class chalet this year?
who could forget when someone called us the worst class?
who could forget how we were endlessly persecuted by certain figures in the school?
who could forget our class photo with Mr. Lee's bike in it?
who could forget Mr. Low's constant reminders to file our worksheets?
who could forget Raefaath's&Asyraf's antics in F&N class that drove Miss Goh mad?
who could forget playing stupid games in class when we were supposed to be studying?
who could forget Mr. Han telling stories in that hot, stuffy classroom?
who could forget Mr. Quek??
who could forget Mr. Choo&his floor-sweeping?
who could forget Rae licking Asiq's soccer boots&drinking the fishtank water?
who could forget Class 4C of 2006?
_

now we've all moved on from our Punggol Sec days. no more donning that ugly green uniform, no more ponning classes&hiding in the toilets, no more sabo-ing Mastura, no more trying to pon class, no more Asiq tossing fish in the air, no more...

i could go on for hours, i really could. as Asyraf said, there are so many memories all crammed in my head.

we now are walking our different paths, but it doesn't mean that we will have to part. when there's a will, there's a way, &4C has a hell of a lot of will power! (((:

i love SAJC, i love my friends there, but nothing, nothing will ever match up to Class 4C of 2006.

a jigsaw is not complete;
without every piece in it.


LOVE,

10:07 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

WHO'S BIRD?!

according to Nic:
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
NIC! WHO'S BIRD?
Niccs; testosterone boys and harlequin girls, says:
hw de hell wld i noe
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
YOU DNO?!
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
OH NO OH NO.
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
U SURE U DNO WHO'S BIRD?!
Niccs; testosterone boys and harlequin girls, says:
u ask me for wat
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
COS I DNO WHO'S BIRD!
Niccs; testosterone boys and harlequin girls, says:
den u ask me?
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
I THOT U MAY NOE!
Niccs; testosterone boys and harlequin girls, says:
sia la there's 1000 pple u cn ask ryte
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
U ARE ONE OF THE 1000 PPL LAH.
Niccs; testosterone boys and harlequin girls, says:
hw am i supposed to noe man
Niccs; testosterone boys and harlequin girls, says:
like from tj or wat

_

according to Verine:
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
VEE! WHO'S BIRD?!

V. says:
what u mean bird?
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
BIRD! U NOE? DO U NOE?

V. says:
er?
V. says:
de one that flies with wings?

_

according to Hanis:
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
HANIS! WHO'S BIRD?!
I've updated my blog says:
siao
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
WHAT SIAO IM SERIOUS!
I've updated my blog says:
lol
I've updated my blog says:
wat bird
I've updated my blog says:
u la
I've updated my blog says:
bird
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
IM NOT BIRD?
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
OR AM I?!
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
AHHHH!
I've updated my blog says:
LOL
RSL; let's get these teen hearts beating says:
OMG OMG AM I BIRD?!
I've updated my blog says:
u ah
I've updated my blog says:
kuku bird

_

to be continued...



LOVE,

11:09 PM


Happy April Fool's Day!!!
had a good time pranking people today. (((: it all started cos Mastura messaged to tell me that she has to go for surgery cos of a really bad ulcer. in my early morning groggy state, i foolishly believed her.
&so it began. what was my story? "hey, are you free? i fought with my mum&i walked out of the house. i dunno where to go now."
convinced my friends to come meet me cos i had nowhere to go&they were all giving me advice about how i should go back&talk it out with my parents. Jaime was the ultimate though. even after i hinted at her, she still didn't get it!
but i swear i have a bunch of really sweet&caring friends. (((:
&the people who tried to prank me, other han Mastura, failed! Denice with the "you forgot about the OG outing!", Verine with "i'm going to poly instead", &Nic's "i'm in jail&i need you to bail me out". did not work! (((: good try guys.
_
on a separate note, Miss Denice Sit attempted to stick a french fry up my nose on Friday, &got tomato sauce on my face! she is not just a bimbo, she's an Evil Bimbo. albeit unknowingly so, but still really evil!
_
on another note again, i haven't done my econs essay! shall rush it out tomorrow during my hour-long break. i know what to write, but i just don't feel like writing.
_
&finally, i'm going back to my econdary school on wednesday before heading back to SAJC againfor touch rug. i am mad. Mas, u better not bail out on me this time ok!
BYE HUMANS!
let's get these teen heaerts beating-
faster, faster.


LOVE,

9:48 PM